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Wed Jun 11, 2008, 5:21 AM
I come back from uk, visiting my sister in shrewsbury.
reflecting, I feel the urge to start thinking and behaving like a man -- not childishly.
I'm thinking about doing something that looks like a sharp cut.
cut with my habits, my moods, my umbilical cord, my irresoluteness.
when the choice seems so unreal, so intangible, I need to be resolute.
nothing more is needed_

gia'.

probably, in this very moment of my life, I need to feed my mind with epic and stories about heroes. I'm absolutely aware that history is always a dirty field, that heroes and epic stories are just a novell, facts are surely disappointing.
But what I really want to read about is patterns, models. Nevermind their disappointing truth, if any. I need stuff to think about with decency.


so long.
jh

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~dorian--gray:icondorian--gray: Jun 12, 2008, 2:11:07 AM
come mai a sharp cut?

--
TO be distinctive, psysically or intellectually, is a danger.
~dionyso:icondionyso: Jun 12, 2008, 2:25:30 AM
quando senti che non reggi piu' tutto quello che ti circonda e l'idea di andare ti fa tirare un sospiro di sollievo... forse allora vuol dire che devi andare, e non puoi andare davvero se resti sempre legato a cose materiali e rapporti umani. conserva solo le persone e le cose piu' importanti, il meno possibile, saluta educatamente gli altri e prova a partire.

ma lo fai solo quando hai gia' provato piu' volte questa sensazione e hai sempre rinunciato ad andare per svariati motivi. poi senti che e' la volta buona, o questa o (forse) mai piu'.

sharp cut, non final - solo sharp =)

--
Jesus saves, but Buddha makes incremental backups.
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